I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind. I tried hard for awhile, but then I kinda gave up.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
A giant bag of nerves.
A big giant bag of nerves and anxiety. That's all I am lately. I don't even really know how to explain it, either. I just wish it would go away. I wish that I could sleep, but I hardly ever do. Last week I think I got a whopping 12 hours total. 12 measly hours for 7 days! It just sucks. Sleeping pills don't help, Advil, Aleeve, painkillers don't help. My hip still hurts everyday and there's no amount of drugs that make it feel better.
I think I need a massage. I've never had one, but I'm starting to consider it. Maybe it'll be a birthday gift to myself?